Mommy Moments

So I developed a bulls eye rash from a tick bite today, living in Loudoun County you know thats never a good thing. But Before everybody starts sending me Lyme’s Disease literature let me say I have already made an appt with my Dr. to get on the antibiotic regimen and let me assure you I am fortunate that she is actually one of the leading Dr.’s in the Country on this topic. If it develops into anything I’ll let you all know but for now its 3 weeks of antibiotics for me (or whatever the latest protocol is).

But the reason for my writing today isn’t to tell you my health concerns but talk about my total break down this morning after I found the Bullseye. You see this is one of those Mommy Moments, one of those moments where I would text mom and tell her what I found. She’d make a joke, then ask me to send a picture, then say yea that doesn’t look good…LOL! Then she’d tell me to make an appt. with Dr. Walsh and ask me if I wanted her to go with me, which I’d say no I’d be fine. Then she’d text Shawn to check on my state of mind and probably show up anyway. Then she’d go back to sending me a bunch of silly GIF’s about ticks and tell me it was all gonna be fine. And then I’d feel fine because she told me it would be okay.

So with all that you can probably understand my break down. I have none of that today! I actually considered just texting her anyway (until this moment I never understood when people said they did stuff like that when a loved one passed), but then I remembered I shut her phone off and I’d probably get some message back saying it didn’t go through and that wouldn’t be good either.

Damn I miss my Mommy!